Those words at best

may luck be a lady named yellow 4 on the 6th

2005-01-01T09:01:17Z

I MADE A 28 ON MY ACT BEAT THAT

as some of you might know i have a slighty chrush on a 9th grader that i have givin the nickname yellow 4 to and i might ask her to do somthing on the first day of school but i will probly chicken out between now and then

i have been asked to be in two bands today as the SINGER i know that most of you out there do not belive that i can sing at all and i happen to share that opinion but the members of the two bands dont and thats all that counts i think i am going to be in both bands just to have fun cause thats all i am looking to do anyway catch you guys in a few more mounths

human_placebo @ 2004-08-24T13:23:00

2004-08-24T17:29:25Z

this is my first entry in forever but wo cares i am in class right now so yea later guys

human_placebo @ 2004-06-11T01:45:00

2004-06-11T05:46:33Z

Who can relate to these Lyrics? By George I can said the pig named I.

No matter what I would do in an attempt to replace all these pills that I take trying to balance my brain, I've seen the curious girl with that look on her face, so surprised she stares out from her display case.

human_placebo @ 2004-06-10T23:29:00

2004-06-11T03:30:06Z

human_placebo @ 2004-06-10T21:55:00

2004-06-11T01:55:57Z

Are you a God? by Demonac
Name:
God/Goddess type:	God of Pokemon
Worshippers:	The National Rifle Association
They show devotion by:	Listening to Heavy Metal music

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

human_placebo @ 2004-06-09T07:44:00

2004-06-09T11:47:50Z

I have this theory about your favorite power ranger and your favorite kind of music.

*If your favorite power ranger was the red one then your favorite kind of music is alt/pop rock music like Creed, Matchbox 20 or Nickelback.
*If your favorite power ranger was the green ranger(see foot note)then your favorite kind music is punk rock music like Blink 182, Rancid or Nofx.
*If your favorite power ranger was the blue ranger then your favorite kind of music is emo/indie rock music like Bright Eyes, Taking Back Sunday or Brand New.
*If your favorite power ranger was the pink one then your favorite kind of music is pop music like Back Street Boys, Justin Timeberlake or 98 Degrees.
*If your favorite power ranger was the white ranger(see foot note) then your favorite kind of music is metal rock music like Iced Earth, Metalica or Slipknot
*If your favorite power ranger was the black ranger then your favorite kind of music is hip-hop/rap/RnB music like Jay-Z, Outkast or Boys To Men.
*If your favorite power ranger was the yellow one then your favorite kind of music is country like Jonny Cash, Rebba Mcntare or Tobby Keith.
***Foot note i know the white ranger and the green ranger where the same poeple but just deal with me kids.

since everyone is doing it

2004-06-09T05:08:12Z

1)Using band names, spell out your name:

drowing pool(even though they make me sick)
raggae and the full effect
every time i die
weezer

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? nope
3) What song makes you cry? last kiss by pearl jam or hurt by jonny cash
4) What song makes you happy? a decade under the influence by taking back sunday
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? anything
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: the roof is on fire but i just stole that from nicko
7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger? my dad
8) First album you ever bought? matchbox 20 yourself or some one like you
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: lover i dont have to love by bright eyes reminds me of the male race cause we all want lovers we dont have to love

A p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 6'2-6'4
HAIR COLOR: dyed black
SKIN COLOR: whiteishtanishbrownish
PIERCINGS: none

R i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue shorts
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothing
WHAT IS THE TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH?: just woke up taste yea its nasty
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:night time
HOW ARE YOU? bored
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: No
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: being ugly
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yes for real we never argue
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yea sure
BOYFRIEND: no
GIRLFRIEND: no
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: no
CURRENT CRUSH: if i have a chrush on you then you know
BEEN IN LOVE?: no
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: al little
BEEN HURT:yea

R a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yno
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: i mixed bright eyes cd
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: godd food with better company
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: reinsurence in the walk of life
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? the spider man sound track and if i dont get that then the next one after that will be the new taking back sunday
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: mary brandon adam ally anna savana black nicko saf casey charly
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: ne with people

W h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: i dont remember
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER? never i dont think
YOU GOT EMAIL? never tyhat some one wrote
THING YOU PURCHASED: food on the way up to north carolina
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: americas funnist videos
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: leagly blonde 2 last summer

human_placebo @ 2004-06-07T18:58:00

2004-06-07T22:58:55Z

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human_placebo @ 2004-06-07T00:18:00

2004-06-07T04:34:56Z

::THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE::
1 - chuech
2 - car trips
3 - females
4 - ments
5 - Sleeping
6 - hotel rooms
7 - cds
8 - school
9 - Movies
10 - kerry
11 - girls in band tees
12 - the sound of a coke can being open
13 - sleeping late

::TWELVE MOVIES YOU LIKE::
1 - the ring
2 - darkness falls
3 - Donnie Darko
4 - real genuis
5 - but i am a cheer leader
6 - The Hot Chick
7 - scary movie I-III
8 - revenge of the nerdsI-II
9 - Mallrats
10 - Not Another Teen Movie
11 - pretty in pink
12 - 10 Things I Hate About You

::ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS::
1 - Taking Back Sunday
2 - Brand New
2 - matchbook romance
3 - stray light run
4 - hawthrone heights
5 - Bright Eyes
6 - From Autumn to Ashes
7 - story of the year
8 - haste
9 - this day will burn
10 - 40 bellow summer
11 - Selling Mary

::TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU::
1 - Christian
2 - 16
3 - fat
4 - Junior
5 - e-moo
6 - Music is nothing and everhting about me all at once
7 - Single
8 - determind
9 - i hate being wrong
10 -I dont sleep enough

::NINE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH::
1 - blake
2 - anna
3 - blake
4 - nick
5 - brandon
6 - atom
7 - nicko
8 - girls
9 - trey

::EIGHT FAVORITE FOOD/DRINKS::
1 - Taco Bell
2 - big macs
3 - Mt. Dew
4 - srawberry cake
5 - Pizza
6 - Cheese
7 - jello
8 - really good steak

::SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY
1 - underwear
2 - jeans
3 - Shoes
4 - Shirt
5 - this thing around my arm
6 - nothing else
7 - thats all i wear

::SIX THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU::
1 - money
2 - people that complain way to much
3 - girls that think there looks will get them through life(like mary)
4 - Liars
5 - oh holier then thou people
6 - being like coach maple

::FIVE THINGS YOU TOUCH EVERY DAY::
1 - coke can
2 - sink
3 - mouse
4 - couch
5 - does my skin count

::FOUR SHOWS YOU WATCH::
1 - the oc even though it isnt on right now
2 - family guy
3 - Seinfeld
4 - everwood

::THREE CELEBS YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON::
1 - paris hilton
2 - the girl in the taking back sunday video
3 - demi moore

::TWO PEOPLE ON MYSPACE YOU HAVE KISSED::
1 - anit on there
2 -

::ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH::
1 - jesus

human_placebo @ 2004-06-06T22:03:00

2004-06-07T02:03:57Z

What Would You Do If...

I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What Do You Think About My...

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

Would You..

Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Do me:

human_placebo @ 2004-06-06T21:28:00

2004-06-07T01:35:25Z

(c=conor obrest,i=interviewer)

I: Hi, we're back. This is radio [beep] and we're here with Conor Oberst of the band Bright Eyes. How are you doing, Conor?
C: Fine. Thanks. Just a little wet.
I: Oh, it's still comming down out there.
C: Yeah. I sorta had to run from the car.
I: Well, we are glad you made it. Now your new album "Fevers And Mirrors", tell us a little about the title. I notice there is a great deal of repeated imagery in the lyrics. Fevers, mirrors, scales, clocks. Could you discuss some of this?
C: Sure. Let's see. The fever is like-
I: First, first let me say this is a brilliant record and we're all really into here at the station. We get lots of calls. It's really good stuff.
C: Thanks. Thanks alot.
I: So, talk a little bit about some of the symbolism.
C: The fever?
I: Sure.
C: Well, the fever is basically whatever ailes yoy or presses you. It could be anything. In my case it's my neurosis; my... depression. But I don't wanna be limited to that. It's certainly different for different people. It's whatever keeps you up at night.
I: I see.
C: And the, and the mirror is like, as you might've guessed, self-examination or reflection or whatever form. This could be vanity or self loathing. I know I'm-I'm.. guilty of borh.
I: That's interesting. uh, how 'bout the scale?
C: The scale is essentially our attempt to solve our problem quantitativly through logic or rationalization. In my opinion it's often fruitless, but.. always.. not-not always. And the clock and calendars [ don't know what word he said ] it's just.. time. Our little measurements. It's just like it's always chasing after us.
I: It is. It is. Uh, how 'bout this Arienette? How does she fit into all this?
C: I'd.. I'd prefer not to talk about it.... in case she's listening.
I: Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize she was a real person.
C: .. She's not...... I made her up.
I: Oh. So she's not real.
C: Just as real as.. you or I.
I: I don't think I understand.
C: Neither do I, but after I grow up I-I will-I mean alot... alot of things.. are really unclear for me right now.
I: That's interesting. ah, now you mentioned your depression.
C: ... No I didn't.
I: You're from Nebraska, right?
C: Yeah. So?
I: Now, let em know if I'm getting too personal, but there seems to be a pretty dark past somewhere back there. What was it like for you growing up?
C: dark. Not really.. uh.. Actually I had a great childhood. My parents were wonderful.. I went to a Catholic school. They have-they had money so it wa-... it was all.. easy. I basically.. had everything.. that I wanted.
I: So alot of the refrences about babies and bathtubs are not biographical?
C: Well I do have a brother who died in a bathtub.... drowned. Actually I have five brothers that died that way.
I: [Laughs].
C: No, I'm serious. My mother drowned one every year for five consecutive years. They were all named Padriac. So, that's-they all got one song [ referring to "Padriac My Prince" ].
I: Hm.
C: It's kind of like walking out the door to discover it's a window.
I: But your music is certainly very personal.
C: Of course. I put alot of myself into what I do. But, it's like, being an author you have to like free yourself to use symbolisim and alogory to reach your goal. And a part of that is passion. Empathy for other people and their-their situations. Some of what I sing comes form other people's experiences. And mine as well as my own. It shouldn't matter. The message is intended to universal..-
I: I see what you mean.
C: Can you make that sound stop, please? [ reffering to the weird and highly annoying 'we-ow'-type-twilight-sone-meets-techno-sound that's been playing since the end of the song. ]
I: Yes. [Sound stops.] And your goal?
C: ... I don't know. Uh.. create feelings, I guess. A song. It never ends up the way you planned it though.
I: That's funny you would say that. Do you think that-
C: Do you ever hear things aren't really there?
I: I'm sorry, what?
C: .. nevermind. How long have you worked at this station?
I: Oh, just a few minutes. Uh, now you mentioned empathy for others. Would you say that that motivates you to make the music that you make?
C: No, not really. It's more a need for sympathy. [some very weird and faint voice is heard in the background.] I want people to feel sorry for me. I like to feel.. the burn of the audiences eyes on me when I'm whispering [whispers:] all my darkest secrets [stops] into the microphone. [Conor's angry voice in the background saying " and for a god damn f,yeah-fucking hospital." and you hear more fainter things as he continues speaking.] When I was a kid I used to carry this safety pin around with me, everywhere I went, in my pocket and When people weren't paying enough attention to me I would dig it into my arm until I started crying. Everyone would stop what they were doing and ask me what was the matter. [ noe during this you can begin to hear that the guy has been laughing through this whole speech.] I guess.. I guess I kinda [ don't know what he said there. ]
I: Really. You're telling me you're doing all this for attention?
C: No, I hate it when people look at me. I get nauseous. In fact, I could care less what people think about me. Do you feel [don't know what he asked.]
I: No. I'm feeling sick.
C: I really just want to be warm, yellow light that pours over everyone I love.
I: So.. uh you're going to play something for us now. Is this a new song?
C: Yeah. But I haven't written it yet. It's one I've been meaning to write called.. uh.. "A Song To Pass The Time".
I: Oh, that's a nice title.
C: Hmm. [Pause and cymbals are heard being played.] You should write your own scripts.
I: Yeah, I know.

human_placebo @ 2004-06-06T02:07:00

2004-06-06T06:07:56Z

the folk singers, poets and playwrights convene,
dispensing their wisdom,
Oh dear amateur orators.

They will detail their pain
In some standard refrain.
They will recite their sadness
Like it's some kind of contest.
Well, if it is, I think I am winning it,
All beaming with confidence
as I make my final lap.
The gold medal gleams
so hang it around my neck
cause I am deserving it:
the champion of idiots.

But a kid carries his walkman on that long bus ride to springville.
I know a girl who cries when she practices violin.
Cause each note sounds so pure, it just cuts into her,
and then the melody comes pouring out her eyes.
Now to me, everything else, it just sounds like a lie

human_placebo @ 2004-06-01T17:27:00

2004-06-01T21:28:14Z

Now and then it seems worse than it is, but mostly the view is accurate

2004-05-25T23:30:12Z

i am having a crappy summer i have a cold my anuts house is freezing and i am no where near any of my friends

"Understanding In A Car Crash"

2004-05-17T22:41:34Z

"Understanding In A Car Crash"

Splintered piece of glass falls in the seat, gets caught
These broken windows, open locks, reminders of the youth we lost
In trying so hard to look away from you
we followed white lines to the sunset
I crash my car everyday the same way

Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time runs through our veins
(it starts and stops and starts and stops again)
We don't stand a chance in this threadbare time
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
A dead letter marked return to sender

The broken watch you gave me turns into a compass
It's two hands still point to the same time 12:03, our last goodbye

So push the seats back a little further
I can see the headlights coming
So push the seats back a little further
Roll the windows down and take a breath
I can see the headlights coming
They paint the world in red and broken glass

Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time runs through our veins.
(it starts and stops and starts and stops again)
We don't stand a chance in this threadbare time
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
A dead letter marked return to sender

The spinning hubcaps set the tempo for the music of a broken window
the cameras on and the cameras click
we open up the lens and cant stop

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
the lights are on and the cameras click
we open up the lens to broken glass

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

i don't want to feel this way forever
a dead letter marked return to sender

(I'll never understand
Understanding in a car crash)

human_placebo @ 2004-05-10T13:11:00

2004-05-10T18:13:43Z

this is oh so cool i am sitting in kevin room at school typing on live journal during school no one would have ever thought this would be able to happen well i got to go cause i got to go to chem ina sec

today

2004-04-26T23:34:10Z

Today was ok.I think I am the only person in the whole world to be suspended then be unsuspended with in hours and then be upset about being unsuspended.
Today during 2nd lunch me and Brandon figured out the worst thing you can ever say to a girl and surprise surprise it is not "yea ya do look fat in that new dress,honey".Instead it is "Hey, you got a mustache".

human_placebo @ 2004-05-01T06:51:00

2004-04-25T23:55:15Z

I got a new screen name. It is mtv pimp my face.It is a mix between "I want a famous face" and "Pimp my ride".It was made up by my friend Jamie during psycology class.The Mr.Coach Maple was talking about how people are stupid to get plastc surgury.I swear he is a bigot.He all so looks like George of Sienfield.

human_placebo @ 2004-04-24T05:13:00

2004-04-18T22:12:13Z

I killed a cute lil' emo fetus
from some chicks womb Hooray fetus!

human_placebo @ 2004-04-24T05:09:00

2004-04-18T22:07:55Z

I adopted a cute lil' hXc fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

hey i am lazy so just where ever it says chris just change it to drew i think you cando it

2004-04-02T16:34:52Z

I ______ Chris.
Chris is ______.
In one word, I would describe Chris as ________.
I can see Chris being a ______ someday.
If I were alone in a room with Chris, I would ________.
I think Chris should ________.
Chris needs _______.
I want to _________ Chris.
Someday Chris will__________.
Chris reminds me of _________.
Without Chris _________.
Memories of Chris are _________.
Chris can be _________.
Worst thing about Chris is _________.
Best thing about Chris is __________.
One thing I would change about Chris is ________.
I am ________ with Chris.

human_placebo @ 2004-04-03T10:41:00

2004-03-29T04:41:54Z

HEY!!!!!! Fill this out! Now!!!!

Your name:
How did we meet?
How long have you known me/of me?
What did you think of me by my first impression?
My fav movie:
Fav band:
Fav color:
Hot or not?
Song lyric that makes you think of me:
Favorite memory with me:
If i was any animal/insect what would you make me?
My smile or my eyes?
Movie that reminds you of me:
Have we ever kissed?
If so am i a good kisser(be honest)?
if not would you like to?
what is my fav. color i have had my hair?
what is your fav color i have had my hair?
what is my fav t shirt i own?
what is your fav t shirt i own?

human_placebo @ 2004-02-28T09:16:00

2004-02-23T03:43:02Z

*What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
sum 41
*What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
ham
*What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
lion king 1/2
*If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
can they make my member any bigger j/k
*Do you have a completely irrational fear?
female hygine products
*What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
i try to pop my finger time after time even though they wont pop
*Are you a pyromaniac?
no
*Do you have too many love interests?
well what do u call to many like 3 or 12 well either way i do
*Do you know anyone famous?
well i know them but they dont know me
*Describe your bed.
a matress on the floor with out a sheet
*Spontaneous or plan?
plan
*Who should play you in a movie about your life?
the guy from donnie darko as said by mary or denis rodman as said by nicko but i think ron jeremy would do fine
*Do you know how to play poker?
yea
*What do you carry with you at all times?
my hair
*What do you miss most about being little?
my old house
*Are you happy with your given name?
yea
*How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
like for 100 bucks
*What color is your bedroom?
blue
*What was the last song you were listening to?
"ever me and ever you" placebo
*Have you ever been in a play?
No
*Who is your best friend?
i dont really have one it isnt likei have toomany or anything i really dont have any
*Have you ever been in love?
No
*Do you talk a lot?
i talk more then i would like to
*Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
No.
*Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
yea
*Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
when i am with peole i know but when i meet new peole i tend to be more distancent
*Do you spend more time with your boyfriend or your friends?
Friends...I don't have a girlfriend.
*What’s one thing you wish you could do but can’t?
charm girls
*What is your ideal marriage location?
a curch deffently with a whole lot of people
*Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
guitar
*Favorite fabric?
worn in jeans or cloth
*Something you love and hate?
my some of my friends
*What kind of bedding do you use?
a comforter
*Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
nope
*What’s the one language you want to learn?
brittish
*How do you eat an apple?
Istick the whole thing in my mouth and pull it back out then keep repeating this motion untill all the people are turned on .
*What do you order at a bar?
if i could get in i would order screw drivers
*Have you ever pierced your body parts?
my ears
*Do you have tattoos?
nope
*Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted?
yea
*Do you drive stick?
no
*What’s one trait you hate in a person?
meanness
*What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
i cant keep up with watches
*Most frivolous purchase?
cds i end up hating
*Do you consider yourself materialistic?
i try nor to be
*What do you cook the best?
eggs
*Favorite writing instrument?
pencils
*Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
depened on alot
*Do you have anything monogrammed?
noo i am not gay what ever gave you that idea monogramming ha thats funny
*Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
Yeah sure.
*What’s one car you will never buy?
an 18 wheeler
*What kind of books do you like to read?
books liuke feed or a call to arms
*If you won the lottery, what would you do?
buy my mom a house
*Burial or cremation?
Burial
*How many online journals do you read regularly?
nicko, mary, stanly, chris and heatherly
*What’s one thing you’re a sore loser at?
when i think i am right
*If you don’t like a person, how do you show it?
try to make them feel stupid
*Do you cry in front of friends?
if i need to
*What kind of first impression do you think you give to people?
deffernt on what mood i am in
*What’s one thing you like to do alone?
sleep i guess
*Are you a giver or a taker?
both
*What have you stolen before?
candy once
*When’s the last time you cried?
the beggin of this mouth
*Favorite communication method?
online
*How many drinks before you’re tipsy?
like 6 beers i guess
*Favorite kind of porn?
all of it
*Do you ever have to beg?
yes.
*How often do you have sex?
Never.
*Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
yuea
*Do you think you’re cute?
no
*Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
no
*What’s the most painful experience you’ve ever had?
my dad dieing dying.

human_placebo @ 2004-02-16T06:05:00

2004-02-11T00:02:46Z

What do you look like?

...Apathetic-Looking

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human_placebo @ 2004-02-12T23:12:00

2004-02-07T17:09:00Z

I DONT REALLY THINK THAT LAST ENTRY WAS TRUE